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I'm a Sigma Empath
2 years ago
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I'm not writing this as Sigma meme but rather a story I would to share. Recently, I've discover that I'm a Sigma Empath which explain my whole constant struggle understanding about myself. Before I get into the story, here a video that explain about Sigma Empath https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leuH_EZNZbw
When I was young, I never knew I was a Sigma and I can only think of myself as different or weirdo. There are moments that I remember which I myself feel normal but not to others and it really confused me why do they think it's weird. I'm not social butterfly but I can be one if need to be but still prefer rather being alone and only hangout in small group or with people I know. There was one time when I was in university about to end my foundation, the lecturer asked me which degree I will take which I replied I'll be leaving. Then the lecturer said the certificate is important to get a job in the future which I dismiss that believe respectfully. Certificate means nothing in my department if there's no portfolio and I hate being Yes Man to follow social hierarchy, I see and treat everyone equally, no matter how high their rank. Anyway, I hate the university force me to take subject that I don't want to learn so I leave and I enter art school which I'm not regret anything.
If you guys remember, I worked in anime studio back then and I hate they try to bring their work ethic to here. What pissed me off most, this supervisor mofo kept gave me new task at 5pm which close to end office hour at 6pm. It doesn't happen often but when it does, I have to stay back work overtime because the freaking task need to be pass tomorrow. Not just that, they like to gave me really complex scene which can take lot of time. I take pride on my work so I keep my work quality consistent but they do not care of course as long the work is done. I have to power through it for a year until I quit my job because life. I was still mourning my late father...
I can be emotional and sensitive, I learn Sigma male able to understand people emotion lot easier and can see through their mask. I kinda notice I can spot when people lied or sad through either their voice tone, body gesture, react and etc. I mostly avoid drama, It's not like I do not care, I just don't want my mind to think about it too much on it. If I let it into my mind, I'll get overwhelm, overthinking which can be harm to my mental health if I did not prepare.
Another thing that can get me emotional overwhelm when I watch Beastars Season 1. Why that show specifically? Because is a story of a wolf with his inner struggle for a change which I can totally understand and absorb the emotion which lead to greatly impact me. Beside anime, even furry porn comic can gave same feel. Example would be
FalconMcCooper comic False Spring and Little Willy story about characters which I can understand their feeling and struggle. Then there's 
maririn comic base on novel Brother in Arms 2 , 
Raccoon21 December, Twilight ptsd and struggle of loss... a story with deep character struggle made me able to feel them, be in their position and therefore my mind clouded with those emotion which I can't explain...
With these story I shared, after I discover about the Sigma Empath, I feel relieve...I feel more confident about myself. I did a research on this male personality type before when I was in university but I can't find one that actually fits me. Most commonly are covered, Alpha, Beta, Gamma and even back then, Omega was a new thing. Wait, I think there was a cover about Sigma but that time most video and research misunderstood Sigma male personality type. I decide to stop the research and since I can't find what my personality type I am... I just cope myself being introvert person and shy.
Look, at the end, I can claim that I'm a Sigma Empath but I could be wrong. Only you can tell me if you think I'm male Sigma Empath.
TLDR; I discover I'm Sigma Empath and now I feel more confident about myself after the long struggle understanding about myself...
When I was young, I never knew I was a Sigma and I can only think of myself as different or weirdo. There are moments that I remember which I myself feel normal but not to others and it really confused me why do they think it's weird. I'm not social butterfly but I can be one if need to be but still prefer rather being alone and only hangout in small group or with people I know. There was one time when I was in university about to end my foundation, the lecturer asked me which degree I will take which I replied I'll be leaving. Then the lecturer said the certificate is important to get a job in the future which I dismiss that believe respectfully. Certificate means nothing in my department if there's no portfolio and I hate being Yes Man to follow social hierarchy, I see and treat everyone equally, no matter how high their rank. Anyway, I hate the university force me to take subject that I don't want to learn so I leave and I enter art school which I'm not regret anything.
If you guys remember, I worked in anime studio back then and I hate they try to bring their work ethic to here. What pissed me off most, this supervisor mofo kept gave me new task at 5pm which close to end office hour at 6pm. It doesn't happen often but when it does, I have to stay back work overtime because the freaking task need to be pass tomorrow. Not just that, they like to gave me really complex scene which can take lot of time. I take pride on my work so I keep my work quality consistent but they do not care of course as long the work is done. I have to power through it for a year until I quit my job because life. I was still mourning my late father...
I can be emotional and sensitive, I learn Sigma male able to understand people emotion lot easier and can see through their mask. I kinda notice I can spot when people lied or sad through either their voice tone, body gesture, react and etc. I mostly avoid drama, It's not like I do not care, I just don't want my mind to think about it too much on it. If I let it into my mind, I'll get overwhelm, overthinking which can be harm to my mental health if I did not prepare.
Another thing that can get me emotional overwhelm when I watch Beastars Season 1. Why that show specifically? Because is a story of a wolf with his inner struggle for a change which I can totally understand and absorb the emotion which lead to greatly impact me. Beside anime, even furry porn comic can gave same feel. Example would be
FalconMcCooper comic False Spring and Little Willy story about characters which I can understand their feeling and struggle. Then there's 
maririn comic base on novel Brother in Arms 2 , 
Raccoon21 December, Twilight ptsd and struggle of loss... a story with deep character struggle made me able to feel them, be in their position and therefore my mind clouded with those emotion which I can't explain...With these story I shared, after I discover about the Sigma Empath, I feel relieve...I feel more confident about myself. I did a research on this male personality type before when I was in university but I can't find one that actually fits me. Most commonly are covered, Alpha, Beta, Gamma and even back then, Omega was a new thing. Wait, I think there was a cover about Sigma but that time most video and research misunderstood Sigma male personality type. I decide to stop the research and since I can't find what my personality type I am... I just cope myself being introvert person and shy.
Look, at the end, I can claim that I'm a Sigma Empath but I could be wrong. Only you can tell me if you think I'm male Sigma Empath.
TLDR; I discover I'm Sigma Empath and now I feel more confident about myself after the long struggle understanding about myself...
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I wish you luck on your road to even more self-discovery.
Though, I do find that pack dynamic personality type thing to be funny and fundamentally ridiculous. I mean, they failed at the thing they were supposedly trying to create. I mean, I've read about it, and there never seems to be anything about the Alpha male being a provider to takes care of everyone and makes sure everyone's needs are met, yet that's pretty much what an alpha wolf is supposed to do. Sigma is the only one that makes sense where (depending on where you read it) it's basically, "Sigma is a guy who just doesn't fit into this system", which is most men.