Have had a lot going on these past few months that makes me both too exhausted and too poor to really make anything that isn't already prepared. On top of that, I have a food sensitivity issue that causes me to be bored literally sick of foods, as in if I eat a food too much and try to eat it again, I'll gag and might throw up. And there's just general food boredom, if I'm bored of a food I can't eat it without a lot of forcing myself and that can lead to gagging again. I only have a handful of foods I can tolerate right now and afford, and it's been making me pretty depressed on top of a lot of other things. I don't do well when cooking depressed, I end up messing things up if I try.
I don't know when I'll get a break mentally and financially, but I hope I can get back to cooking something eventually.