Alas it has come time to think about me. Ive worked my tail off and had 5k cash on my desk. i have paid for peoples badges and rooms and even helped people out in food and rent. I ve even bought pizza for people i dont know from half way across USA. I wrecked my car (first reall accedent ive ever had in 45 years of life. but where is anyone? Everyone i helped? everyone i looked out for? I got my 35 year old "son" and a family that threw me out for being gay. No one else has helped. Im OUT. I m don helping people. 15 years ive helped people, why wont anyone help me? OUTS.... dontaske me for help letss you really need help. im tired of being nice. If you need help imll find it. but im tired of binge a singel face of a coin.