After reading Wolfnanaki's latest journal, I was inspired to write about my own struggles. I have never had independence and the ability to live my own life. It's not as bad as her being unable to afford her hormone medicine, thanks to DeSantis. My struggle involves my neuromuscular disease, it's like ALS but not as rapidly progressive. This has robbed me of the ability to walk or even stand. I am , therefore wheelchair bound and bed bound. I am only able to get out of bed because of my over-bed lift. I lost my independence at an early age and cannot bathe or even dress myself, I can no longer feed myself and have lost the ability to hold myself upright on the toilet. Bowel movements are difficult and have led to the use of adult diapers. This means that my parents have needed to become my direct care workers hired by a home care agency. My mom feeds and bathes me every day and she changes and cleans up my bowel movements. I also can no longer type so all my internet posts are dictated to her and written out. She's the only one willing to understand my furry obsession. This has led to tension and I fear I have irreparably damaged her psyche. Paws, big dicks, and busty chicks, are not great for your mom. For information about my absence from the internet and the struggle to return to it go to : https://www.tumblr.com/canknottype-.....post-1-im-back