So I've not been doing good for quite some time, my anxiety has gotten to the point of constant panic attacks, fear and self harm, my medications are not working at all and I've ended up spiraling and in hospital for cutting

I'm going to try and beat this, I've been given somthing new to take today, I'm hoping it helps with the anxiety/depression/PTSD because I've been suffering so dam much

I'm doubtful anybody will read this but writing this down might help me,

also I'm very overwhelmed so if anybody does reach out or anything please please don't be offended if I don't reply right away, there's a good chance I'll dissappear again for a while

(Also due to some resurfacing memories off child S.A ill be going to sfw mode for a while, just to minimise triggers)

Yea I think thats all, goodnight everyone x