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My toxic trait is:
2 years ago
Being mad at one of your best friends moms years after your friend passed a way.
And there's a part of my mind that I've lost a child myself that knows that her grief is valid. But, like. The petty side of me still holds on to the anger that I have at her for making over him that now that he's not here to hear her say all these nice things about him. When, me being there with him through some of the darkest times. All the times his heart break because of the things they would call him.. Or tell him that they wished he was going to give them a family the way they wanted him too.
When all along all he EVER wanted for was them to appreciate and love him the way they do now.
She posted about him because he ended his life on the 31st of may in of 2011. And it being pride month and all. Like I said. I know, she's allowed. But, it just makes me unbelievably queasy instead of feeling for her.
There's no real point here, I'm just venting.
And there's a part of my mind that I've lost a child myself that knows that her grief is valid. But, like. The petty side of me still holds on to the anger that I have at her for making over him that now that he's not here to hear her say all these nice things about him. When, me being there with him through some of the darkest times. All the times his heart break because of the things they would call him.. Or tell him that they wished he was going to give them a family the way they wanted him too.
When all along all he EVER wanted for was them to appreciate and love him the way they do now.
She posted about him because he ended his life on the 31st of may in of 2011. And it being pride month and all. Like I said. I know, she's allowed. But, it just makes me unbelievably queasy instead of feeling for her.
There's no real point here, I'm just venting.
