I really stress over every single thing I do online. Not just for posting things, but even for if people will notice it or not.

I don't want people to notice me.
I don't want people to know how I'm doing.
I don't want people to care about me.
I don't want to post this.

I don't know how to get better at this and I don't even want to, but I need to.

Even writing any of this out is stressful.

I don't know if this is a cry for help, a warning to stay away, or just a rant for the sake of it.
There's just so many things I don't know.