I don’t usually do these since I don’t like making these kinda journals, but for me, I don’t really have anyone to talk to who may understand. That’s the thing, I feel like I have no one to talk to. Anyway, lemme fill ya in so I can get this done and over with.

So recently, I graduated high school which I’m feeling great about, obviously. And the summer has been going well. Everything is fine… except I feel disconnected with ALL friends that I have. The group I was hanging with when I was still in high school doesn’t feel the same as it was before, a feeling like I’m growing more distant with them. This feeling gradually grows. And with more it grows, the more I feel like they aren’t as much of friends. And now, I feel them as people that I just know. And a recent great friend left me due to… well… personal issues. That’s something I don’t want to go over, and I’m still mostly pissed and a little upset. It’s a thing I need to get over. Besides, I still want to respect him and not let things get more worse than they already are for myself, social-wise. I usually play a lot of video games, but with this feeling of disconnection, I ain’t having as much fun as I want to. Maybe it’s just a feeling of burnt out or maybe I’m over exaggerating and being a drama queen. I don’t even know anymore.

And… whew… I guess that’s it. Maybe a little less than I thought it would be. I haven’t gotten everything off, but it’s good enough. Thanks for listening… or… uh… reading? Yeah, that. By the way, I don’t need notes asking if you want to open a DM to talk about it more. I don’t need that. Thanks. ^^