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Hi all, I come to you with something very important to me, it is hard cause that ve been well... "me" for a long long time. As you may or may not know im a Christian, yes I know it's hard to believe with the stuff I've been drawing over the years, but it's true. Ever since my daughter was born I felt like it's finally time to change. And drawing lewd art, isn't exactly agreeing with my conscience... been feeling that for years and I think it's it's time.
I can't really change who I am, I love inflation, thicc, curvy and attractive stuff etc but that's all I ve been doing here all that time, almost never tried anything different and I want it to change. I don't want to feel like I'm doing something wrong every time I post a drawing, I want to try new stuff, but most importantly, it may sound weird/stupid/whatever, but I don't want to make people horny/deprave you... and thus from now on I will avoid drawing anything lewd... I'll probably include occasional innocent inflation if my conscience tells me it's ok, but mostly I want to focus on more general furry art, cause I can't have it both ways.
It took me some time to come up with what I want to write in this journal, it was hard...
I do feel like I'm betraing you, my audience, and I won't blame you for leaving if you choose so. After all, all I've been doing so far was inflation and similiar stuff. To all of you, thank you for sticking with me for so long, I'm sorry I can't provide anymore of the stuff you watched me for. I will be purging most of my gallery of drawings I find lewd - I'm sorry but that's something I feel I have to do. One last thing: I know I can't stop you or anything but please, if you can, try not to use my art to stimulate yourself. I know this request is well... a lot, since pretty much all my drawings are that way for us - people that are into that stuff, but that's all that is - just a request.
Hi all, I come to you with something very important to me, it is hard cause that ve been well... "me" for a long long time. As you may or may not know im a Christian, yes I know it's hard to believe with the stuff I've been drawing over the years, but it's true. Ever since my daughter was born I felt like it's finally time to change. And drawing lewd art, isn't exactly agreeing with my conscience... been feeling that for years and I think it's it's time.
I can't really change who I am, I love inflation, thicc, curvy and attractive stuff etc but that's all I ve been doing here all that time, almost never tried anything different and I want it to change. I don't want to feel like I'm doing something wrong every time I post a drawing, I want to try new stuff, but most importantly, it may sound weird/stupid/whatever, but I don't want to make people horny/deprave you... and thus from now on I will avoid drawing anything lewd... I'll probably include occasional innocent inflation if my conscience tells me it's ok, but mostly I want to focus on more general furry art, cause I can't have it both ways.
It took me some time to come up with what I want to write in this journal, it was hard...
I do feel like I'm betraing you, my audience, and I won't blame you for leaving if you choose so. After all, all I've been doing so far was inflation and similiar stuff. To all of you, thank you for sticking with me for so long, I'm sorry I can't provide anymore of the stuff you watched me for. I will be purging most of my gallery of drawings I find lewd - I'm sorry but that's something I feel I have to do. One last thing: I know I can't stop you or anything but please, if you can, try not to use my art to stimulate yourself. I know this request is well... a lot, since pretty much all my drawings are that way for us - people that are into that stuff, but that's all that is - just a request.
Shield your daughter from the lewd stuff because of obvious reasons, but also, just be yourself, whatever that means. Anyway, You do You and good luck.
i don't blame you if you feel 'wrong' for drawing lewd stuff, but at the same time, i'm pretty sure Jesus died not just for our sins but to unshackle and unburden us from the ideas of the past. plus, i don't think god cares about if people draw lewd things. if they did, they would of smited the earth a long time ago when humanity first started being weird and horny. that, and there's some overlap between the LGBT+ and the Kink side of things.
in plain speak, i believe god loves everyone regardless of whatever you think their standards are.
God never said it was evil to draw inflated dragon vaginas, just as long as you're not a massive prick, you're fine
Which is why it's important for many Christians to take the sacrifice Jesus undertook on our behalf seriously and honor it.
I don't yet have the kind of mindset to take the leap Fez has and I deeply admire him for it.
It's not God who sends us to Hell, after all.
We send ourselves there. And Fez wants his heart to be unburdened and his child to be protected.
Absolute King move.
Not saying myself that it's moral, immoral or amoral. But for clearly Fez doesn't care for it or the thought of it anymore.
*And that's okay*.
Lotta people in here are feeling like he's passing judgment on them.
Ain't the case.
He himself feels this way and he wants to feel better.
By skippy, the dragon's got the right to follow his bliss and none of us have the right to tell him how he ought to live.
I used to be heavily addicted to fetish stuff, to an unhealthy degree. One day i snapped and wanted to change myself for the better, and i finally saw how it was negatively affecting me and how i interacted with others, both online and in person.
I also know that feeling of drawing it feeling wrong, at times thinking "oh its okay if i do it this once" and having it feel innocent, only to look back on it and feel wrong. I've experienced that a lot. Recently some of that spirituality has come back, and it's easier to see how constant engagement with this stuff can warp someones perspective and make them feel wrong: For many, it is an inherently sexual thing. Sure, they might find it as a comfort thing, but the root of it is sexual. People don't find blueberries or massive inflated stomachs as a comfort thing normally.
Also hard agree on people getting off to art you draw. I stopped posting for a while because the thought of it sickened me, like I was enabling people.
You aren't alone in this stuff, if you do read this. There are plenty of other people who have similar thoughts. Do what you think is best in life, what will be the best for you and your family, and under no circumstances DO NOT let people try and tempt you back into this. It can be a cycle that's hard to escape, I've been in it myself.
Best of luck to you, and godspeed
Moreover, I deeply admire the sheer *guts* it took to stand up and proclaim as such.
Don't let the naysayers get you down, bud. You do what's best for your own mental and spiritual health.
Good luck, sir!
Do what makes you feel good, dude. I am looking forward to see your non-lewd art and I hope you're feeling better about it that way <3
People with you.