Hello everyone ! I'll try not to make it long (I may be ranting a bit in that post), but I wanted to explain my current situation a bit in case you didn't forget me and were wondering what I've been up to ! So, yeah, it's been about a month I haven't posted anything on FA, and the reason is the following : I've been going through severe anxiety for the past two months, something I actually never experienced before, and it totally killed my will to draw during this period. A week or two ago, my anxiety started to finally disappear... but got replaced by some kind of health issue. I won't go through the details cause 1) privacy 2) TMI 3) nobody cares, but it's been two weeks and every. Single. Doctor I've met was completely unable to tell me what I got. Today, one of them even made me fun of me/treated me as if I was retarded (I already have that on a daily basis from the clients at my workplace so let's say I'm not in the best mood for that) and he was like my best hope to finally get a diagnosis. So... yeah. I'm desperate, depressed, anxious and worried and I still don't feel like drawing because of that. I'll certainly get my motivation back once I'm finally healed but for now I will just take a break and pray for a miracle (an appointment with an actual doctor with at least basic medical skills). I'll let you know as soon as I'll get back on track, but for now don't be worried or surprised to not see new content before a while. I'll still log in there daily so don't hesitate to send me DMs, coms, shouts, or whatever you want and I'll answer asap !
Thank you for understanding guys, and see you (hopefully) soon !