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An FYI Note
2 years ago
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Hey everyone, about time I drop this note here as an FYI message.
I've been in a very bad head-space and not well at all, for several different reasons.
AI gave me another depressive episode, not only in relation to art. The sheer mass of people nowadays are so utterly uncritical and busy with (perceived)-progress worshiping, early renaissance religious fanatics pale in comparison. Yet everyone still thinks it's hip and “modern” to just deny any religion only for them to put an even worse eagerness into their pseudo science beliefs.
I mentioned that my mothers best friend died in mid May very unexpectedly. Even though her brother and sister were on it getting things in motion, the medical jurisprudence just ashed her body and possibly took organs for study purposes. Everything happened without permission or notification to the surviving dependants.
It's not the first instance of us hearing about stories like this. To say it is upsetting is an understatement.
Not even two weeks ago, our family dog got poisoned by an unknown third party, we may never find out. Even though we acted as soon as we noticed a change in his behavior, he has a damaged kidney now and needs proper medication.
All that is left is that we need to get him to eat properly again, however the past days had us all in constant worrying. My dad, who is suffers Parkinson thanks to the covid-vax scam, was especially hit hard by all of this. We had the dog in a clinic for two days, thinking he was very likely to die, only being barely 6 years old.
Last not least, I was told that I was an idiot, as I didn't have an answer as to when the last time was that I had dedicated time off, which was apparently last December.
After all of this, I surely will try to take good care of myself to the best of my abilities so I pick up my work again.
I have to say that I am fed up and tired to the maximum degree of bad news of any sort. I just want all of this to end. Some stability and routine is what I long for, or at least problems that can actively be solved, instead of me and my entire family constantly being confronted with shit we have next to no control over.
I've been in a very bad head-space and not well at all, for several different reasons.
AI gave me another depressive episode, not only in relation to art. The sheer mass of people nowadays are so utterly uncritical and busy with (perceived)-progress worshiping, early renaissance religious fanatics pale in comparison. Yet everyone still thinks it's hip and “modern” to just deny any religion only for them to put an even worse eagerness into their pseudo science beliefs.
I mentioned that my mothers best friend died in mid May very unexpectedly. Even though her brother and sister were on it getting things in motion, the medical jurisprudence just ashed her body and possibly took organs for study purposes. Everything happened without permission or notification to the surviving dependants.
It's not the first instance of us hearing about stories like this. To say it is upsetting is an understatement.
Not even two weeks ago, our family dog got poisoned by an unknown third party, we may never find out. Even though we acted as soon as we noticed a change in his behavior, he has a damaged kidney now and needs proper medication.
All that is left is that we need to get him to eat properly again, however the past days had us all in constant worrying. My dad, who is suffers Parkinson thanks to the covid-vax scam, was especially hit hard by all of this. We had the dog in a clinic for two days, thinking he was very likely to die, only being barely 6 years old.
Last not least, I was told that I was an idiot, as I didn't have an answer as to when the last time was that I had dedicated time off, which was apparently last December.
After all of this, I surely will try to take good care of myself to the best of my abilities so I pick up my work again.
I have to say that I am fed up and tired to the maximum degree of bad news of any sort. I just want all of this to end. Some stability and routine is what I long for, or at least problems that can actively be solved, instead of me and my entire family constantly being confronted with shit we have next to no control over.
I'm also hoping things will get better and be fixable for you.
Next, AI (Or really machine learning) is just a tool, and like any other tool, can be used for good purposes or bad. Don't let it get to you.
And the covid vaccine doesn't cause Parkinson's. Just because someone developed Parkinson's after receiving a vaccine doesn't mean that the vaccine was the cause. Correlation is not causation. So you don't have to worry about that. It's just a coincidence.
I'm sorry to hear about your dad and all of your other misfortunes.
I'm sorry you're going through that. Things will get better.
as for the person who insulted you for taking time off
Bulks up
Lemme at em, Lemme at em, i'll knock their block off >:C
you shouldn't ever have to give an explanation for taking time off, and this so and so is the real idiot, not you
you need time off, take time off and don't let anyone say you can't
And I and we all understand if you want to take more time off
Your wellbeing is more important than your arts right now and we all support you and hope for better things for you
Take care of yourself and greetings in the distance.....!!!!
I am so very sorry you're having to go through all this. I wish I had answers but those are different for each of us and I can't even say I've found all mine.
Please! Do try to good take care of yourself and your family. The pup is very much part of that. Animals have an amazing way of helping with dealing with life and things. They are also good at reading when something is wrong.
I can't tell you what to do but I ask, Please, stay safe and stay well.