Today I had a dream...
2 years ago
...where I came to the sea with a beautiful white sandy beach and green-blue waves. (my favorite combination)
And in this dream I was so afraid to go to the beach alone because of my anxiety AND I DIDN'T EVER SWIM. (also my favorite thing to do)
AND NOW I AM SO ANGRY.
I WASN'T EVEN ALLOWED TO ENJOY MY VACATION IN MY SLEEP.
ARGH /shouting in pomeranian/
And in this dream I was so afraid to go to the beach alone because of my anxiety AND I DIDN'T EVER SWIM. (also my favorite thing to do)
AND NOW I AM SO ANGRY.
I WASN'T EVEN ALLOWED TO ENJOY MY VACATION IN MY SLEEP.
ARGH /shouting in pomeranian/

Midnight_arr
~midnightarr
OP
Most of all, I am angry that something like this could have happened to me in reality. Anxiety sucks. 💀