Not that it is very interesting since i've lost about all faith in fucking mankind,and i've seen too much of reality for that matter.

I'm not gonna tell you people much because i think you don't need to know what the fuck went on down in Tarin Kowt.

I'll just say,one thing.

Operation was a failure,Total disaster.

I wrote a song,it doesen't rhyme for shit translated in English but hell if i care.

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I've been waiting.


I'm Dying every day underway,but going where?
And if i'm there,what is it that i do?
I am insane if u'd like,unable to be woken up,
dwelling in my mind,can't sleep for nights.
Terroristic acts,Black Mondays,
I'm not a kid anymore,can't ask my daddy,
I've got dreams that chase me,push me around,
Like Thunder follows Lightening from a cloud.
I'm doing well as a Wolf but i used to be a Pup,
But the Snake and the Cat inside me knew what to do,
Put myself into place,because all along i knew,
How it can go wrong if one smells blood flown,
Between Insane,Genious,Everyone,Anyone,
You read my book and i write the tales,
With the blood from my knife,at the end of my barrel,
I am ready,Come get me,Because i've been waiting so long!


I've been Waiting for so long,
For an answer,nobody can give me.
I've been Waiting for so long,
But without results,
I am Dying of Living.

I am Tired of waiting,
Can't sit still and make myself crazy in my mind.
Will i ever know the answers?
I'm getting light in my head,everything seems numbed by evil forces.
As a kid i used to take everything as they came,
Had no questions so i never played along with the game,
I believed in fairytales,and in the people,
Was content,had little to wish for.
But now that time without worries is gone,
I wonder what the reason for me is,
That i am here,what does it matter,
What does it matter now what i do?
And now the time ticks faster and faster,
I ask myself what there is in the end.
What does it matter that i do what i'm good at,or what is wrong?
Give me a sign because i've been waiting for too long!

I've been waiting for so long,
For an Answer nobody can give me.
I've been waiting for so long,
But it's no use.
I am Dying of living!

I've been waiting for so long but for what?
And Why? I guess i'll see when i get to that point.
But if death knocks on your door and your world falls apart,
You gotta do your thing before it's too late,
That's why i'm in a rush,everything has to be done quick,
High on Adrenaline,Leaning on nothing but luck,
You look for your destiny,you test your skill,
You build up something,mostly against your will,
Maybe i'll be 80,Maybe it'll stop Before 40,
But please not sooner because i still love it!
There are so many things I'd love to do,
Gotta' make it clear before i drop down in silence,
Death is something that is a part of life,
And Life goes on for the ones left behind,
I just hope i'll never be forgotten,
And End up on the right side of Heaven's Gates!

I've been waiting for too long,
For an answer nobody can give me,
I've been waiting too damn long,
To find a reason,i am dying for freedom.

Outnumbered,outgunned,wounded,it is not the end,
On the edge of life and death,down in the sand,
Down the scope,finger on the trigger by my command,
The little flash announces a bullet,signed your death.

I've been waiting so long,
For an Answer nobody can give me,
I've been waiting for so long,
And with results,I've been waiting for this very moment.

Click.

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I'm gonna get me some rum now,and hope i slip into a coma,see you next journal.

CFC.Fury,Out.