over the last few weeks (but mostly the last few days) ive basically been updating my profile since a lot of the contacts and the profile info was just outdated. plus i mostly just post object show stuff here now, but i dont know if thats how i truly want to use this profile now. what if its just a phase like a lot of my other obsessions were when i was younger?

ive always had issues with what i want to be 'known' as, even if its something as simple as a name. ive probably had at least 20 usernames over my time across social media (so 8 years, but mostly in the past 4 or 5 years). nearly every name ive chosen ive ended up thinking was cringy later or just doesnt fit me anymore. thats why like all of my different social medias have completely different names and why i have like six different 'versions' of scooter. i mean, is this a problem that most people have at some point? i have a feeling not, or at least its something youre supposed to quickly grow out of, since many websites dont even let you change your username

and this is just a NAME. personality, style, legacy, thats a whole nother can of worms. i mean, ill keep posting what ive been posting, so dont expect anything different in terms of content for now

i also just wanted to get that journal from 2019 off my front page