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Oh...it's been a while again
2 years ago
Damn I haven't updated since I moved? Wow. Ok.
Objectively, things are stable(ish). I have a house, a dog, two cats, and a partner and a job that pays a good portion of my bills.
But it doesn't pay all of them...so there's a lot of anxiety going on...and also depression. I've been trying to get into some better positions to pay off my debts but it's only marginally better.
I've been in a rut of failure too and man that sucks when you have high insecurities. I couldn't even play games without being judged and being told I'm bad. I fell back into some old bad habits that I'm not proud of.
Also the answer to my previous journal is clear now. ADHD. It's ADHD.
Objectively, things are stable(ish). I have a house, a dog, two cats, and a partner and a job that pays a good portion of my bills.
But it doesn't pay all of them...so there's a lot of anxiety going on...and also depression. I've been trying to get into some better positions to pay off my debts but it's only marginally better.
I've been in a rut of failure too and man that sucks when you have high insecurities. I couldn't even play games without being judged and being told I'm bad. I fell back into some old bad habits that I'm not proud of.
Also the answer to my previous journal is clear now. ADHD. It's ADHD.
