Hey, I might be a little inactive for a bit, here and on my other social media. Who knows, maybe it won't be that long. But today one of our rats died very suddenly and I'm devastated. I'm feeling really guilty because my roomates were both on vacation and I was the only one here, even though I know (I believe, rather) there was nothing to do. We knew she had a small tumor, and we were taking her to the vet today to check it. But we didn't get to. I'm now so worried for her three sisters too. I feel like they're just gonna suddenly die on me too.

I'll take some time to grief, I'm feeling so numb about this.