Just to let you know....
2 years ago
General
Hello everyone, this year many things have happened that have gotten out of hand, I feel I owe you an explanation...
At the end of last year I started taking tests and treatments to discover some problems in my body, I thought it would be quick, I'm still in this process and it seems it will never end...
It's nothing very serious but it takes a lot out of my mental and physical health, I'm pretty tired of not seeing results and I'm starting to get upset and discouraged.
When I made the last newsletter I really wanted to be more active on the site, draw personal projects and commissions. I was very excited about the treatment and thinking that just doing it would solve my problem, and that way I would have time to do what I wanted to do. Unfortunately I will still be away for a while, in addition to trying to figure out internal problems in my body I have back and lumbar problems, these are pains that are bothering me a lot, they affect my other part-time job as well, also as you can imagine, when I get to home I don't feel like drawing, I just take some pain medicine and lie down.
During these months I made some art for some very dear customers, usually orders made directly through private messages, but I don't think it's very fair to people who wait for openings for orders, and so I felt obliged to write here, and I think I should let you all know because some people wait a long time for my art and there are many other artists much better than me.
Well, unfortunately I won't be taking commissions any time soon, and I have no plans to go back until the end of the year, I'm a little reflective about my painting style and I keep thinking that I spend a lot of time doing a process that maybe doesn't make much difference in the final result, I want to try to do some arts and practice in their spare time.
***Sorry if there is any English error, I used the translator because it is a large text.
Thank you so much for reading this far, thank you so much for everyone's support.
At the end of last year I started taking tests and treatments to discover some problems in my body, I thought it would be quick, I'm still in this process and it seems it will never end...
It's nothing very serious but it takes a lot out of my mental and physical health, I'm pretty tired of not seeing results and I'm starting to get upset and discouraged.
When I made the last newsletter I really wanted to be more active on the site, draw personal projects and commissions. I was very excited about the treatment and thinking that just doing it would solve my problem, and that way I would have time to do what I wanted to do. Unfortunately I will still be away for a while, in addition to trying to figure out internal problems in my body I have back and lumbar problems, these are pains that are bothering me a lot, they affect my other part-time job as well, also as you can imagine, when I get to home I don't feel like drawing, I just take some pain medicine and lie down.
During these months I made some art for some very dear customers, usually orders made directly through private messages, but I don't think it's very fair to people who wait for openings for orders, and so I felt obliged to write here, and I think I should let you all know because some people wait a long time for my art and there are many other artists much better than me.
Well, unfortunately I won't be taking commissions any time soon, and I have no plans to go back until the end of the year, I'm a little reflective about my painting style and I keep thinking that I spend a lot of time doing a process that maybe doesn't make much difference in the final result, I want to try to do some arts and practice in their spare time.
***Sorry if there is any English error, I used the translator because it is a large text.
Thank you so much for reading this far, thank you so much for everyone's support.
trisket
~trisket
Sounds like you are doing the right thing. Focus on taking care of yourself and hopefully getting better soon!
Roflfox
~roflfox
I hope you get better soon Z-afiro!
PechaCaek
~peachicake
My goodness what a road you seem to be on...I am so sorry to hear this but I am sure everyone here is wishing for the best for you! What is most important is that you recover soon and completely!
Angelis
~angelis
Z - Your arts are worth the wait and we are lucky when we get to share in your creativity. Your health physical and mental is more important. I'm chronically ill so I understand sometimes you just want to lay down and it's hard to bring that love of creation to the forefront when one's back and other parts hurt. When your in the process to get diagnosed and treated. I'm there too - I understand. You say that there are better artists out there... maybe maybe not but art is in the eye of the beholder. Your art fans and commissioners find joy in YOUR work so in our eyes you are the best artist. Your art often tells stories and is always lovely. Thank you for trusting us your fans with what is going on and know that we will still be here even if we gotta wait several more months before you can re-open again. We will be here. Take care of you and yours. Know we are here for you always. Much love and please don't be a stranger. I'd love to see you post personal pieces and testing new styles and push your skill. I look forward to it.
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