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☀ We have a comic for you named Cérès World ☀ : Cérès World
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shana
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Vashaa
houkuko
fluttershyspy
little_shewolf
abluedeer
shanaHi there,
If there's still some of you left around here ^^'
And first of all, how are you all doing ?
Did life treat you well lately ?
I'm still the old shy girl who doesn't easily talk about herself and even more after those 2 shitty past years we've been through with hubby but I feel like I owe you all some explanations.
First, nah, unfortunately we're still not parents and pondering at the moment the question of getting through a lot of expensive medical help (and pain) to achieve this goal. I was in a very bad state of mind because of this situation not so long ago. But I've cleared up my mind and feel more capable of making some real choices now.
Second, took me two years to get rid of some very very irl toxic relationships and it sadly took me a LOT of my energy ^^'
And last, but not least, 6 months ago I was forced to get a job (manage billing and accounting on public sector purchases while you have absolutely NO accounting skills or knowledge is hella crazy ! Plus, I hate maths... ToT) and that is clearly not made for me and this too had a huge impact on my mental AND physical health. I'm taking competitive exams soon (like, first one is this coming Saturday) to try to work as a librarian in the public sector or anything culture or creativity related. I'll do anything to get out of this job and situation.
Oh yeah and... my family drove me nuts to the point that I'm having a break from it (for the first time in my life ! Woohoo !).
So, hum, I really hope this explains my lack of activity and that I completely vanished from a lot of artistic social medias for like... three years ? ^^'
I should say I feel sorry for that but hey... I'm just tired of feeling guitly for things I'm not responsible for. It's just... a lot of bad luck and karma ?
But still, there's something I'd like to tell to this community and to you more specifically guys. I missed you. Your support, your warmth, your kindness, your creativity and lovely sillyness <3
I miss the friends I've made here that were in the end better friends than so many people living near me I gave so much of my time and energy to.
I miss you guys and I'd really like to reconnect with you all <3 But little by little as I'm still rebuilding my trust in others and self-confidence.
(I'd like to thank my very patient and supportive husband too. You're the best and I'm lucky to have you for 15 incredible years now <3 ).
Okay, fiuh... that is a lot lot lot of personal stuff shared for someone like me so... hum, it's enough...
Sorry for the drama-like news, I hope I'll have happier ones to share with you soon ^^'
Well, all this to say that I'll slowly be back and active again to share with you some arts and projects.
And no, Ceres isn't dead to me but before I can start working again on it, I'll have to find time, money (meh, can't do anything without money nowadays...) and lasting peace of mind.
But hey, consider me as back for good <3
If there's still some of you left around here ^^'
And first of all, how are you all doing ?
Did life treat you well lately ?
I'm still the old shy girl who doesn't easily talk about herself and even more after those 2 shitty past years we've been through with hubby but I feel like I owe you all some explanations.
First, nah, unfortunately we're still not parents and pondering at the moment the question of getting through a lot of expensive medical help (and pain) to achieve this goal. I was in a very bad state of mind because of this situation not so long ago. But I've cleared up my mind and feel more capable of making some real choices now.
Second, took me two years to get rid of some very very irl toxic relationships and it sadly took me a LOT of my energy ^^'
And last, but not least, 6 months ago I was forced to get a job (manage billing and accounting on public sector purchases while you have absolutely NO accounting skills or knowledge is hella crazy ! Plus, I hate maths... ToT) and that is clearly not made for me and this too had a huge impact on my mental AND physical health. I'm taking competitive exams soon (like, first one is this coming Saturday) to try to work as a librarian in the public sector or anything culture or creativity related. I'll do anything to get out of this job and situation.
Oh yeah and... my family drove me nuts to the point that I'm having a break from it (for the first time in my life ! Woohoo !).
So, hum, I really hope this explains my lack of activity and that I completely vanished from a lot of artistic social medias for like... three years ? ^^'
I should say I feel sorry for that but hey... I'm just tired of feeling guitly for things I'm not responsible for. It's just... a lot of bad luck and karma ?
But still, there's something I'd like to tell to this community and to you more specifically guys. I missed you. Your support, your warmth, your kindness, your creativity and lovely sillyness <3
I miss the friends I've made here that were in the end better friends than so many people living near me I gave so much of my time and energy to.
I miss you guys and I'd really like to reconnect with you all <3 But little by little as I'm still rebuilding my trust in others and self-confidence.
(I'd like to thank my very patient and supportive husband too. You're the best and I'm lucky to have you for 15 incredible years now <3 ).
Okay, fiuh... that is a lot lot lot of personal stuff shared for someone like me so... hum, it's enough...
Sorry for the drama-like news, I hope I'll have happier ones to share with you soon ^^'
Well, all this to say that I'll slowly be back and active again to share with you some arts and projects.
And no, Ceres isn't dead to me but before I can start working again on it, I'll have to find time, money (meh, can't do anything without money nowadays...) and lasting peace of mind.
But hey, consider me as back for good <3
Mr-Lemur
muramuri
madshy
Second a lot has happened to me life wise, some of it good, some it bad, some of it awful. But still staying strong and surviving.
First glad you two are still married. But yeah I remember way back in the day a little on the children situation. I still have that old pic I drew five years ago at the time of this posting related to that. Amazing how long it's been. I hope things go well for you two in regards to this.
As for the irl Toxic relationships and getting rid of them, that's good. I myself had to do that with some I was following or was a fan of before realizing no, this isn't for me and it's been for the best.
As for the job situation that does sound rough. My first year was rough on me but that was due to different reasons. Luckily I'm in a much healthier state of mind and while work is work, it's a much better experience and place. Ranked up in that area too to a new position and it was a long time coming in a sense.
Yeah the family is that. They can drive you nuts and does sounded like a break was needed.
You're not the only one who left for awhile before returning. And with all that was said, it's understandable, real life comes first and things have to be taken care of. When not in the right state of mind things do get put on hold before returning. Hell, I myself didn't post for awhile as well as not even check on things. That changed of course but not everything I've done is ready to be shown.
A lot has changed in now what will be four years for me since 2019. There's been a lot of growth in many ways, reflecting, planning, and things. While there were points of despair and depressions, things I can say in some ways are looking up and change will come despite on other areas of the Internet and things.
That said as I mentioned early with Real life, that always came first. And I wouldn't say it's Karma but bad luck? Yeah. But things do come up that put things on hold which happens to everyone. Hell it happened to me so you're not alone in that.
So let me be the first again to say WB. It's also wonderful your man you've been with for 15 years is the greatest support and thing in your life. We can certainly catch up in addition as I can show through notes here, when you are ready, what I've been up to the time you've been gone, what I've watched and seen, and though the road ahead may be uncertain, things are going to move forward as change, once again, is coming. In ways one might not think.
What you've written was more than enough in a good way, to help us understand a little more what happened to you. I look forward to more news and updates from you as I have much to share and talk about too. It's good Ceres is still alive after all this time even if put on hold and I look forward to other stuff coming back.
So once more WB and talk to you soon.
And I'd love to hear again from you and to know what you're up to too after all this time <3 Please forgive me for I might still be slow and short for a moment !
But thank you for sticking around, being so patient and comprehensive and please, take care of yourself <3
Welcome back my wonderful friend. I’ve definitely missed you a lot on here.
Life in general is okay, it’s only at work that it’s stressful mainly because of one coworker.
That’s a bummer but I hope that you’re able to achieve that goal one day, if still wanted.
That’s great that you were able to get rid of some toxic people in your life. Always good to get rid of those.
Dang. I hope that you’re able to get a job that you enjoy soon. I love my job just the one person is making it a stressful and hectic work environment for a lot of people besides me. Hopefully they can get him out soon.
I can feel you on that. Unfortunately family will sometimes drive one nuts and a break is needed.
No need to apologize. Real life happens and always comes first.
I’ve absolutely missed you a ton. I was actually just thinking about you in the last couple days, while I was working on a jigsaw puzzle that I made on one of my apps on my phone that allows me to take photos from my gallery and make them into jigsaw puzzles. The piece I was doing was the one I commissioned of my characters as well as you and your husbands sonas celebrating your wedding. It’s still a piece that means a lot to me, as does every piece I get.
I’m so extremely happy that you and your husband are still together. That was actually on my mind of things I was hoping for.
I’m very happy that Ceres isn’t dead and will continue.
Once again welcome back my wonderful friend.
And I'm happy to hear from you again too <3
I hope life brought you some nice things and that your working situation improved too ! Mine didn't change, but I've decided to find joy in my passions and hobbies again for real while still trying to change job.
Aaaaaw, that's incredibly touching that you still consider that art piece and memory as a precious one... <3 Same for us <3
And nah, there's no chance that I get rid of my fox ! XD He's my everything <3
I'm slowly taking things back into my own hands and heart, all I need is to find my mojo again !
Thank you friend for your kindness and patience with me <3
I wish you all the best <3
It’s been pretty much the same until recently. I found out that by this time next year I’ll be moving out of the state of California and going to Boise Idaho. We already have a place lined up and it’ll cost as much as our rent just went up to over here and that’s $2,000 a month. The new place will be much bigger for that price and it won’t go up. The main downside is trying to find a new job that has medical benefits out there, if it can have other benefits like dental and vision as well that would be a major plus. I just need to save up as much money as I can between now and then, so unfortunately that means that I can’t afford to buy art until I know my financial situation up there.
Bummer that it couldn’t change for the better but at least it didn’t change for the worse. I absolutely hope that you find the joy in your passions and hobbies again. Definitely missed seeing you post art on here.
It absolutely will always be a very cherished memory for me. I may not have been there irl but I definitely was in spirit. One of my other online friends and artist that I commissioned a lot in the past recently got married as well, in fact just a few days after my birthday this year. It was wonderful seeing the photos they posted of it. I’m extremely happy to hear that.
That’s great to hear. I hope you get your mojo back asap.
Anytime my wonderful friend. I always understand that real life happens. It’s the primary reason I never try to rush any artist I commission.
Same to you my lovely friend.
Aaaaw... You're so sweet ToT And congratulations to your friend !!
I'll do my best in order to get it back <3
So expect more deviations from me but not all Cérès nor furry related ! Sorry !
Thank you for being such a comprehensive soul, stay the awesome friend you are <3
And take good care of yourself !
The new place will be much much bigger with a back and front yard and much bigger rooms so $2000 a month is a great price for a place like that. That same place in California would probably be $3,000-$5,000 a month at the very least.
Just speaking my honest truth and I’ll let them know about your congratulations to them.
That’s all anyone can ever ask. I’m absolutely looking forward to seeing more. It definitely doesn’t need to be Cérès or furry related for me to like it.
You’re very welcome my wonderful friend. I’ll absolutely do my best on both accounts and the same goes to you and your partner as well my lovely friend.
But yeah ! I understand now why you say it's a good deal !
With pleasure !
Then I'll try not to disapppoint you <3
Aw, we'll be very careful, I promess !
This is mainly due to the people in charge of each state as well as who’s in charge of each city in the state.
I’m extremely sorry to talk any politics but it is relevant to this. I’m currently living in what’s called a blue state or a state run by the democrat party. Where we’re going to be moving is called a red state which means at least the governor is of the Republican Party. Lately the red states have been doing a lot better than the blue ones in terms of toughness on crime better tax rates among other things. A lot of people are moving out of blue states like California and New York for red states like Florida, Texas and Idaho because of the lax on crime policies, high taxes and other things. So it all depends on who’s in charge of each state as well as each city in the state.
Once again I’m very sorry for talking anything political. It’s just very relevant to one of the reasons we’re moving there, another is to be closer to family.
You definitely won’t disappoint me.
Good to know. I’ll definitely be doing my best as well.
Maw <3
And I know you will !
Yes, absolutely. Right now it’s not just home and rent prices that are crazy high but also food among other things due to a big spike in inflation in these last few years. Fast food places have had to raise their prices on their menu items due to it costing more to get the products they need to sell. Same for gas prices as well but for a much different reason. We mostly stopped drilling for oil in our country and are relying on other countries for our oil like Saudi Arabia. At some points it cost close to $100 a barrel and that forced the gas stations to have to raise their prices due to having to pay more for the gas that gets delivered to them. It’s crazy right now here all around but hopefully will get better soon.
Absolutely agree. Just hope things improve for everyone regardless of where they are in the world.
Let's share this hope and positivity <3