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It's been a while.
2 years ago
I'm gonna try to keep this short but, famous last words.
It's been quite a chunk of time since I've been around, I've been struggling to navigate and keep the reins on this whole life thing in the meanwhile.
I miss the Fandom and I miss participating and feeling able to. I really miss drawing and I think the feelings associated with seeing art and not being able to myself has caused a lot of distance and ill feelings.
I'm not crazy it seems, I've been diagnosed with quite a few things since I've last tried to be around.
The key player being I was very recently diagnosed with a connective tissue disorder.
It contextulizes and has validated 15 years of worsening chronic pain. It's come to a point I physically can't bring myself to draw because I can't operate my hands with that much pressure for long and unfortunately art is am extended process.
I'm trying Treatments and begging for them to help because I really truly miss art.
And I know I don't have to make art to contribute but it's the way I enjoy participating in the Fandom. I truly do want to feel well enough to come back.
Not a happy update, but maybe a hopeful one at least.
Love yall 💖
It's been quite a chunk of time since I've been around, I've been struggling to navigate and keep the reins on this whole life thing in the meanwhile.
I miss the Fandom and I miss participating and feeling able to. I really miss drawing and I think the feelings associated with seeing art and not being able to myself has caused a lot of distance and ill feelings.
I'm not crazy it seems, I've been diagnosed with quite a few things since I've last tried to be around.
The key player being I was very recently diagnosed with a connective tissue disorder.
It contextulizes and has validated 15 years of worsening chronic pain. It's come to a point I physically can't bring myself to draw because I can't operate my hands with that much pressure for long and unfortunately art is am extended process.
I'm trying Treatments and begging for them to help because I really truly miss art.
And I know I don't have to make art to contribute but it's the way I enjoy participating in the Fandom. I truly do want to feel well enough to come back.
Not a happy update, but maybe a hopeful one at least.
Love yall 💖
I recently got a diagnosis too and it gave me options for treating my pain that I didn’t have before.
Wishing you well and I hope that the treatments can help provide some measure of relief.