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-shouting into the void- 8/5/23
2 years ago
Hello! So it's been about 5 months since my last shouting. And things are doing okay right now, actually.
- I've bought a new car at a much more reasonable monthly payment. I am very proud of myself for being able to do this in such a short amount of time.
- I have been trying to make new friends to combat the crushing loneliness and that's been going okay. Still no romance but I think that's not going to be for me in the long run anyways lol
- Work is okay-ish. I am currently seeking a raise or failing that, a new job else where. We will see where that goes.
- I have gone down 2 pant sizes. And that's just a little strange for me since I've always just been plus size.
But all in all not too bad.
- I've bought a new car at a much more reasonable monthly payment. I am very proud of myself for being able to do this in such a short amount of time.
- I have been trying to make new friends to combat the crushing loneliness and that's been going okay. Still no romance but I think that's not going to be for me in the long run anyways lol
- Work is okay-ish. I am currently seeking a raise or failing that, a new job else where. We will see where that goes.
- I have gone down 2 pant sizes. And that's just a little strange for me since I've always just been plus size.
But all in all not too bad.
It's just weird lol
How have you been?
Just lots of disappointment and envy with how things are but trying to not let it make me bitter ya'know XD ?
It is very easy to become resentful and I do at times. But I'm trying to learn the pattern of my own negative feeling (whatever they may be) and steering them into other junk.
It's hard. I just want to lay in bed and cry all the time lol
I'm pretty happy about how things are at the moment. I'm trying not to do too much this way or that way and hopefully the peace will keep for awhile lol