Medicine seems to be working now. Feeling a little better. The plan is to not stay on them forever. Just use the bare minimum to keep myself afloat. Life has shifted for me so much in the past 4 years. One day I'm playing Spyro alone at 4 am with 0 responsibilities to being a mid level engineer with a cat by my side right out of college. If college were like indefinite in terms of time and you graduate once you finally found yourself we'd have a little more empathy in this world. Small issue being that college cost a lot. I know, It'll take a while to see a return on my investment. At least I managed to meet my partner and cat along the way. The friends that helped me out really showed me what I was capable of. I want to at least keep trying to help others. No one has to struggle alone.