You ever just, look back at the profiles of old friends... Some you haven't seen nor heard from in 10+ years? Like a time capsule... All the memories just frozen there, not moving. Ever wonder where they are at? How they're doing?

I find myself constantly doing that... And wondering if they, in their life now, do the same to my old and abandoned profiles... Some of them I've been able to find and get in contact... But many more, sadly, seemed to have disappeared off the face of the earth... Hmmm...

I guess I can only hope that they're doing well, especially when I know 10, 15 years ago? I wasn't. Back then I was a bit of a monster, but not by choice... I had some severe mental disorders that went undiagnosed. I'm better now, taking meds and seeing psychs regularly to make sure I keep it at bay. Just... Wish I caught it sooner. Maybe then I'd never have lost contact with those friends in the first place...