I really like the trope of "I spend so much time forced to be <fetish identity> that the lines between lives start to blur." bonus points for "struggling with the idea that <fetish identity> has become your primary identity" That kind of identity death, usually associated with personality death, is aces. I kind of dance around this trope but i don't think i've ever fully committed to it. I'm too impatient to write it.

Also i wish you could change your damn profile name. I regret adding ABDL to my profile. It's a fetish i enjoy and when i started the account i wanted to write a few of them and be done with it but since then i've felt compelled to write fetishes further afield, i have a lot of things i'm interested in and i want to express all that. So anyway, i feel like it kind of corrals me to have it in my profile. Even though i'll probably always write it.

Actually i think i'm going to write some non-ABDL Suzy stuff soon. Maybe. I have busy times IRL but honestly i feel the urge rising in me to create smut.