it's been a while sense a wrote one of these and this will mostly address my last journal made 2 years ago. named (a ruther grave news has come im afraid) and I have to first apologise as I overreacted over the whole thing but I did overreact as I really didn't know how things would go with work, hobby, and the driving school I really thought it would stop and take all my free time. but it all has worked out great in the end and as long as I keep driving and improve I will get my license eventually my teacher tells me and so do I believe it's a matter of time as long as I keep at it. but yeah my painting has slowed down but I have not lost my inspirations I have kept doodling in the background and many new things both SFW and NSFW has been made so I am not running empty anytime soon. I also have kept writing and thinking about my story's and lore as well. and I plan not to stop thinking, painting and planing my things well into the coming future I am doing my own thing.

even if that means at a slower pace then before however I have found it harder to choose what to paint as I have so many wips now to pick from with all sort of ideas, motives and scenarios to chose from I even had a idea to lend my wips to who ever I found needed to practice painting or I found had similar painting technique and style as myself. as those wips will probably not be made for a long time otherwise. but I decided that in the end it was not a good idea to outsource my artwork to someone else. and now I haven't yet decided to what to work on next. so I am stuck. here all alone..comments are overrated anyways..who needs feedback.. man I don't give a fuck if you fav my stuff I would be so more happy if someone could tell me what they like or hate about my work or just chat with me.. I most be doing something wrong..my art fells so pointless. spent a lot of time painting something and it gets 68 Views 1 Comments 1 Favorites, this makes my fell I should give up. ok enough of my crazy depressing ramblings.. see ya..next time when I have something to share or remembers I should update my journals sorry for that.