Gave up on gaining, tbh. Too much trouble, never feel good doing it, literally fighting against the weight loss caused by HRT, and with my focus on being little, I kind of want to lose weight anyway so that I feel wider. Funny that apparently someone BLOCKED me over me wanting to gain weight originally, like somehow that was a valid reason to end a friendship, and yet here I am, actually losing weight. When I wake up, I'll probably be 197 or 198 lbs, for real xD That's how easy HRT has made it.