Frankly, I can't help but be me, and I never wanted to be anybody else.

Yeah but I never saw me as that person... All I know is me alone in my own universe of being. This life is nothing but pain and hatred for whom I've become. I am learning to be the one and only me, to learn how to like the person I am. But all I see is a crippled mess to be a human takes a lot for me Riff. Day by year I've only learned how much people around me hate so I try to show them how to trust again that's the hardest thing for me to do is trust even myself. But I do it day in day out just to make it by... Lei and you have made me see so much more than I could have ever before. And hats off to you both and this fandom. I don't think I would be here anymore if it wasn't for all of you thank you for always understanding my meaningless drivel. * hugs and kisses* to you both for helping me see me...💗💗💗

You're a great person, Jess. That comes through.

The fact that you've been stuck with such unfortunate circumstances and pain must be very discouraging and frustrating, but none of us are just our bodies. You are so much more than that. ♡

that and her sisters are whacked up Qanons. =P

I'm sure that that's not especially helpful.

nono, she'll tell you herself! I'm serious. :D

I've heard some mention of this in passing.

Yes Riff nailed that they just do not care for anyone but themselves. They hurt more than help. I love them with all of me and I would die for them.

And I meant that having relatives who subscribe to that crap is not helpful.

oh yeah her sisters definitely arent helpful. =P

Thank you sweetie. I am just always learning about life and ways to understand it.💖💖💖

All any of us can do is make the best of what we've got.

That's true I just make sure I stay busy and it helps me figure out my day. Thank you 😺😺😺

♡

thats beautifulk