Ello iv been meaning to write this journal fora bit now so ill give it a try, alot has happened in this rabbits life that brought out a change. I'd rather not dive into it to much now though, life kinda fell apart an got really dangerous for a bit. It made me realize all I have and value through it, bringing me to feel feel whole again something I haven't felt in years. Without overcoming these challenges fate brings us we never grow.

I had to take time to focus on these problems in life and dive back into my study to find the right path again. That took a while yet I feel confident in the future.

In this time My art seemed to change as I was just drawing for myself or rather drawing when I felt inspiration, mostly when I got emotional but it was interesting I'll just have to see where it brings my art. It should be actually fun for once when I start up I was to serious or self concious about my skills without seeing how far iv come. Looking back on my first drawing when I returned made me realize I can draw scenes I only dreamed of then. I'd like to focus on enjoying my work a bit more personaly and to share my odd ideas with friends ^^

Art aside I've been as I'd see it awful on here, being to shy or not wanting to say the wrong thing made me rather awkward, it's been difficult adjusting to things online fora bunny that spends her time so far from humans with wild animals, and a pet bun. Just relaxing and being myself iv learned though is plenty interesting enough without having to know about art. There's such wonderful people here that I wouldn't have gotten to talk to and know if there was only since. I have a tendency of holding friends incredibly close, that's hurt alot in the past yet what would be worse is to be alone. I will do more to be a good friend and to lower my defense atleast here.

In my time puting things back together and studying iv been keeping my head up from my work so to speak finding new and old places on the internet, gotta admit I apparently don't like popular spaces lol I'll leave it to the younger crowd, I'm not really old but they make me feel ancient x3 never the less iv been having fun discovering things I forgot and new things I'm loving all the same.

Hmmmmm anyways I'll write these more in the future there personally useful, for now I'll start a slow process of posting what iv been working on. It's not super impressive but it slowly became my own ^^ I'll end it with my unending picture, for real iv been working on it so long and it won't just be finished already, tiring but exciting :3

If for some reason you read all that, thank you I don't really deserve it but I'll try my best to. Much love to you I wish you light on the horizon~