I feel like at times i dont know how to be funny anymore as the only thing that i get a laugh at these days is when im being a sadist and trolling people on twitter and using derogatory insults and power words, then when im too serious or reactionary then im scolded for being too serious.

It was fun while the twitter trolling lasted, and being a dickwad then after the fun i then suck it away and go back to unfeeling apathy of how im even having a purpose in the first place.

If thats the only way i can be funny is by showing my troll side/alog side, then i guess im a cringe individual and unfunny and cant be a comedian in the slightest.

Im so used to the stuff i see in commentary streams, Helluva boss or south park, that i pretty much dont know how to be funny anymore. And if i do funny just to please people ive already left a sour taste in my mouth as it was forced and obnoxious.

A big tone imbalance. A seasaw of tone.

If im funny all i do is vulgarity, then if im serious im brooding.