Ok so I promised a statement and well to the best of my ability here it is. What happened yesterday was probably if not one of the worst days of my life. I came really close to ending it all and upsetting alot of people. My intention was never to upset anyone but there's only so much a person can take b4 they go over the edge. For that I do apologize, now what shocked and saddened me however is the fact that some people saw this as a stunt and that's highly disrespectful. You don't know what I been thru to label it as a stunt is just disgusting. You know it's bad when you get the cops called on you twice. Once right b4 I was about to do it and again at my house because a friend called them. Mental health and/suicidal thoughts is not funny and I denounce anyone who thinks what happened yesterday was in anyways a staged act or anything like that.

Why it happened? It might not make logical sense to you but what happened yesterday basically was the result of my boyfriend sending someone a nude without concent. Now as bad as it was that's not what sent me over. What sent me over was the zoo allegations. Because all it takes is for you to say someone is a zoo then bam. They took 2 screen shots and said the chat was defunct and yet boom everyone thought he was a zoo and by association because I am dating him that makes me a zoo too. All of which of course are not true, but knowing how some furries are taking stuff at face value I figure the best course of action was to take myself out.

How am I feeling now? I'm not ok and am unsure how long it'll take for me to be ok again, but I do wanna offer this apology. So first off I dunno who was sent the dick pic because the person who posted it said they weren't the person who received it, they just posted it on twitter which makes little sense why do you need two people to call out one guy, but the apology is for misgendering them. I dunno if y'all noticed but I've had a problem for years even if it's in your bio I'll sometimes get genders wrong. Not saying it's ok it's not but I've tried working on it and I've not had one non cis friend where I've gotten there gender correct but I am trying.

In closing I hope everyone is doing ok and I hope to God we don't have another day like yesterday ever again weather it's me or someone else. And to anyone I upset yesterday and were worried about me I apologize for everything that happened special shoutouts to Kevin, Rodney and holiday Pup for caring for me in my time of crisis as well as many other friends I'm sorry yall had to go thru what happened yesterday. As for the initial dick pic allegations I denounce them and accountability should be upheld, but I think he should talk to the person in question in private. I will be taking time off and will not be making a statement on twitter, all it's gonna do is attract more mob and I have 0% energy for any of them right now but for all of my friends and everyone else I apologise