well howdy

its been a while. I wish I had better news but I dont. both my mental and physical health have been on the rapid decline. and its just how it be the past few months. Ive been unable to find a new job since losing my last one so finances are harsh and I am trying to find work but wow no one is hiring. I am trying to catch up on my queue but-- I keep getting sick and being bed ridden. its nuts! my mental health is in utter shambles to the point i have a breakdown almost daily. i'm trying to get my health better but i can only do so much when medical professionals dont pay much attention. Hopefully next month things will be better but the past few havent. ahhh....

welp. everything sucks but hey im almost 30 so thats cool i guess.