On Top Of The Pile.
2 years ago
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Welp, where to begin. Well for one, like how last year seemed to be ripe with issues that were NOT friendly to my financial state, this year continues the trend of shitty years, and aimed to hit mentally and physically to the where it made me fall WAY behind, which is the last thing I was expecting or wanting, to where I'm now playing a major game of catch-up. Didn't help that earlier this year, I dealt with so much pain to the point I had to go to the hospital, along with residual pain that came and went throughout most of summer, among other factors. Because of that, my distribution of art and production just got SO skewed that it just went into a halt at some points. It all built up, resulting in a pile of stuff I'd consider is overdue at this point in time.
However, it's a pile I'm MORE than resolute and determined on resuming, finishing, and making sure no one gets left behind from it. I've been breaking the mold, keeping up again, and reaching out to the folks I need to again. So if I haven't gotten to you yet if I owe you art, I will. I just need to dedicate a day to get to everyone all at once.
I want to clear my conscience and clear this mountain I made for myself, which as I said before, I'm damn well determined to do so.
NOT exactly the journal I usually put out around this time of year, which would be my themed sketches, but I think it's come to a head that I shouldn't do those yet until a majority of what I owe is realized.
Anyway, I need to be a better artist, a better person, and overall better with keeping up with stuff and this year wasn't it, but I'm aiming to fix that again so I CAN be better once more. I WILL be better.
Welp, where to begin. Well for one, like how last year seemed to be ripe with issues that were NOT friendly to my financial state, this year continues the trend of shitty years, and aimed to hit mentally and physically to the where it made me fall WAY behind, which is the last thing I was expecting or wanting, to where I'm now playing a major game of catch-up. Didn't help that earlier this year, I dealt with so much pain to the point I had to go to the hospital, along with residual pain that came and went throughout most of summer, among other factors. Because of that, my distribution of art and production just got SO skewed that it just went into a halt at some points. It all built up, resulting in a pile of stuff I'd consider is overdue at this point in time.
However, it's a pile I'm MORE than resolute and determined on resuming, finishing, and making sure no one gets left behind from it. I've been breaking the mold, keeping up again, and reaching out to the folks I need to again. So if I haven't gotten to you yet if I owe you art, I will. I just need to dedicate a day to get to everyone all at once.
I want to clear my conscience and clear this mountain I made for myself, which as I said before, I'm damn well determined to do so.
NOT exactly the journal I usually put out around this time of year, which would be my themed sketches, but I think it's come to a head that I shouldn't do those yet until a majority of what I owe is realized.
Anyway, I need to be a better artist, a better person, and overall better with keeping up with stuff and this year wasn't it, but I'm aiming to fix that again so I CAN be better once more. I WILL be better.
I'll do what I can to help you sort in what limited ways I can okay?
As always I appreciate your concern Kalfyra :)
Even if it's just good vibes and virtual hugs!
*HUGS!!!*
At the moment, I can't think of anything but Discord's open if you ever wanna drop on in! :D