feel free to take a break!

ok, with things like that going through your head, you NEED to take a break. we do like your art, but your body is the best work of art you have. take care of yourself so that you can be what you want to be.

What I want in life can never be anymore..

what do... well, that is a horrid thing... this is always a hard time, I myself nearly 'committed neck rope' a while back when I was in a simmilar situation. from what I've learned you need to be with physical friends and family right now, people who care about you as you are, not as they want you to be. I hope this advice helps you.

sorry if I made it worse with what I said, but I really am trying to give you advice here, even if it's not the right time move on from what you feel.,

I just want to disappear… everything feels so grey now and like I’m trapped in a box…

then try to disappear in a vacation or some other activity that you enjoy! I can't be there physically so I just... can only give you words at least you're talking about it and agnolidging it. that's a start. try to keep in there, get some rest, eat a meal, take a break, anything. here's a pair of videos that might cheer you up as well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wC.....d&index=23 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTZ.....d&index=33

I can’t bring myself to do anything anymore.. I can’t draw, can’t play games, I can’t even watch YouTube… I just want to lay in bed till I die…

then get into bed. don't let me keep you from resting. you need to rest.

I’ve been sleeping all day..

I... don't know what to tell you... I'm sorry you feel this way and pray you will feel better soon.