you try so hard...you get so far..but in the end it doesn't even matter.

there will always be another person that is one step above you that you never want to communicate, never want to say his name never want anything to do with it...and all you will feel is frustration, pain, and feeling like giving up...what I'm feeling right now

I hate being an artist... I wish I never became one, cause I never did progress it's always the same shit I'm dealing with..

Im sorry...I just not feeling good about myself at all... it has happened time and time again and I feel like it won't go away, but y'know who cares right?