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Wonder where my journey will lead me
2 years ago
So as of this past Wednesday, I was fired from my job. It was due to sick days and such and I had called in to look after my dad and all that jazz. (WHICH they should of NEVER pointed me for! They fired me cuz of my last point being from a call in with my dad for an emergency when he fell.)
Not sure if its worth fighting at this point. I'm sick and tired of them treating me like shit at times.
Mind you, the work place is not bad. The management is lacking though. Especially since the one manager lied flat out to my face on more then one occasion. Which I WILL be reporting to the union. I just don't have the shit dated and logged for when it happened.
But yeah, so right now I'm waiting to hear back from the union.
I dont know where I will be going should this fall through.
I'm just...I dont know. I'm done. I'm sick of everything at this point.
To be honest?
Yes I've already thought of a dark path. I wont use the word to avoid triggers. But I'm sure you all know what I mean when I say that.
The only thing(s) truly keeping me from doing anything of that nature? There is no one here but me to help my dad. My sister is constantly busy with work and her own family. Plus she's still avoiding the fact that mom died. She'd putting so much on her own shoulders in blame that doesn't even need to be there. Plus I know if I did follow through, she'd probably end up in a hospital. She's not one to take death easily.
I dont know. Just so much going on, but at the same time so little.
I'm pissed off, scared, worried, sick, and just want to not exist anymore. But I dont have that luxury nor nerve to do anything about it.
My job was ripped from right under me, and now they have two workers (new guys) that just wanna be on their phones all night.
I'm working on art and will probably do some halloween themed commissions soon to try and get some income since they fired me in the middle of the week and I wont get my full weeks pay.
Bear with me everyone. I'm a mess right now mentally, and I'm trying to figure out where to go from here.
Even if I do get my job back, I still have to deal with the managers that wanted me gone. Its just a mess.
Not sure if its worth fighting at this point. I'm sick and tired of them treating me like shit at times.
Mind you, the work place is not bad. The management is lacking though. Especially since the one manager lied flat out to my face on more then one occasion. Which I WILL be reporting to the union. I just don't have the shit dated and logged for when it happened.
But yeah, so right now I'm waiting to hear back from the union.
I dont know where I will be going should this fall through.
I'm just...I dont know. I'm done. I'm sick of everything at this point.
To be honest?
Yes I've already thought of a dark path. I wont use the word to avoid triggers. But I'm sure you all know what I mean when I say that.
The only thing(s) truly keeping me from doing anything of that nature? There is no one here but me to help my dad. My sister is constantly busy with work and her own family. Plus she's still avoiding the fact that mom died. She'd putting so much on her own shoulders in blame that doesn't even need to be there. Plus I know if I did follow through, she'd probably end up in a hospital. She's not one to take death easily.
I dont know. Just so much going on, but at the same time so little.
I'm pissed off, scared, worried, sick, and just want to not exist anymore. But I dont have that luxury nor nerve to do anything about it.
My job was ripped from right under me, and now they have two workers (new guys) that just wanna be on their phones all night.
I'm working on art and will probably do some halloween themed commissions soon to try and get some income since they fired me in the middle of the week and I wont get my full weeks pay.
Bear with me everyone. I'm a mess right now mentally, and I'm trying to figure out where to go from here.
Even if I do get my job back, I still have to deal with the managers that wanted me gone. Its just a mess.
Cybrid
~cybrid
That's a lot that you have to deal with, but I hope things improve for you soon.
