Nothing bad, I assure you.
Just been some time, entering into the planty prime in a while, doing some introspection.

I started pretty safe here, well kinda had to as I met my share of apathy and opposition to being a firmly main OC plant on this site. Back in the day there weren't many places to go, and this seemed the most tolerable of my choice at the time.

I played it slow roll, went from tame to simple leads, to letting my confidence gather- to be frank, I am a nervous wreck inside when I think it'll scare people off to let myself loose- so it took an immense building frustration with myself to really start to let loose and have some out there fun here. Still felt nervous as all get out but did it the same.

These days it may say one nice sized number is following me, but who all's really doing so and not just being kind or simply moved on seems to be diminished, naturally of course, but also natural are my nerves at thinking those numbers will hit zero sooner or later. Foolish or not, this is my worry-wort brain.

It is nice to be able to say I've felt more at ease just dropping my self-imposed restraints of old more and more these days, and I can only hope there are people liking that too.

So, I'm not going anywhere, still here, on the name confused social platform, and enjoying bluer skies. Hopefully I don't get to be too much for folks here, and as fir my new watchers of a new generation, welcome, folks, hope you like what all I gather here and feel free to comment any day, remind me that others like what I do.

Until next journal, keep on living life, loving life.