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I just wanna die
2 years ago
Well it's finally happening. Due to my family's financial troubles, we're switching from soda to drink mixes (and by drink mixes, I mean like fruit punch or lemonade) The reason why? It's too expensive to keep doing this. Now you might think that this is a good thing, right? Not to me it's not. I've always enjoyed having a cup of soda all the time and I'm never quitting as long as I live. And also what's worse, our financial problems are getting even worse that we had to resort to using food stamps to buy food. At times like this, I feel like just killing myself to end this constant suffering.
In fact I hate to say this, but think of that as a blessing in disguise. ONLY because too much soda all the time is so bad for you dude. I remember back a couple years ago, I used to drink soda EVERY single week. And always said I'll never stop drinking soda.
Well earlier this year, I quit drinking soda. And started drinking Gatorade instead. And I DO NOT regret doing that one bit. In fact, my body definitely feels a lot better than it ever has. Ever since I stopped drinking soda. A soda every once in a while isn't gonna hurt. But every day or even every week........That's just so not good for the human body.
All I'm gonna say is don't let something minor like this get to you like that. You have it easy. People are going through so much more worse. Like just this week I went through a mass shooting incident, and I lost one of my friends because of it. But you don't see me threatening my life about it. Because I know I have better days & times coming in my life. Even if times like this feel absolutely hopeless.
I've been through one of the roughest lifes anyone could imagine and here I still am. And I'm not going to give up. Don't give in dude. Don't be like that. Things WILL get better overtime.