ah, precious functional lungs
2 years ago
finally over pnuemonia to the extent im no longer coughing up streaks of dark stuff in the morning. lung xray is sometime after the 8th. will my right lung still be tiny? we will find out.
getting back to projects. decided to try to teach myself (more) css by building little personal character sites, and to practice making sites screen reader friendly for users who cant see well or at all.
http://deathsticks.org/glitterstim
http://deathsticks.org/burnout
http://demon-sushi.com/audio
formating all the logfiles of character RP for display isnt really my high priority tho so im leaving that for the back burner.
i got World of Horror for switch but havent really started to play, since its still very busy from halloweeny stuff it feels like. trying to find a therapist, find one i like, she feels like we're /too/ similar so itd be bad for therapy boundries, back to square one. met some (nice) neighbors, their babies and their dogs. dressed as a nidoking. started ren (oldest kitty) on subcutanious fluids for kidney support. fighting w friends over my triggers, fighting w family over prefering a literal transphobe at holiday meals to the trans person and doing nothing about it but offering me platitudes, fighting with depression feeling unsupported in my lows in the fleshworld. lost 10% body mass (from 155lb to 140) from said depression. opened furcadia and felt better lmfao
my comic is really close to finished now. maybe 5-6 pages before im done with the entire thing and can focus entirely on:
-print prep
-screenreader website redesign
-page transcripts
all of which leave my art time open. im trying to be excited and not fatalistic. this thing i spent 20 years on that kept me going is ending!!! what the fuck
getting back to projects. decided to try to teach myself (more) css by building little personal character sites, and to practice making sites screen reader friendly for users who cant see well or at all.
http://deathsticks.org/glitterstim
http://deathsticks.org/burnout
http://demon-sushi.com/audio
formating all the logfiles of character RP for display isnt really my high priority tho so im leaving that for the back burner.
i got World of Horror for switch but havent really started to play, since its still very busy from halloweeny stuff it feels like. trying to find a therapist, find one i like, she feels like we're /too/ similar so itd be bad for therapy boundries, back to square one. met some (nice) neighbors, their babies and their dogs. dressed as a nidoking. started ren (oldest kitty) on subcutanious fluids for kidney support. fighting w friends over my triggers, fighting w family over prefering a literal transphobe at holiday meals to the trans person and doing nothing about it but offering me platitudes, fighting with depression feeling unsupported in my lows in the fleshworld. lost 10% body mass (from 155lb to 140) from said depression. opened furcadia and felt better lmfao
my comic is really close to finished now. maybe 5-6 pages before im done with the entire thing and can focus entirely on:
-print prep
-screenreader website redesign
-page transcripts
all of which leave my art time open. im trying to be excited and not fatalistic. this thing i spent 20 years on that kept me going is ending!!! what the fuck
Nightmare
~mareritthingst
Finishing a comic after 20 years, especially with everything you've gone through, is an absolutely incredible accomplishment! <3
Quesadilla Wizard
~wolfy-t
I really like those little websites!! It's honsetly really inspiring, I want to make tiny one-subject websites.
Kritterfox
~kritterfox
Oh gosh keep on healing and stay positive! You got this ;D
Rick Fox
~theotherrickfox
Oh my god I had absolutely no idea! I'm so glad you're getting better now. ;;
Blast Flare
~spellflare
The greatest of lucks in your recovery!
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