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All I want for xmas - is to not starve & freeze (2023)
2 years ago
Yeah, again >_<
And off to a horrible start.
Need help to continue, cant do much if I go without food, heating & such.
Put alot of effort into trying to improve things, but things keep getting that much worse.
Been severely sacrificing the food budget for months, skipping meals and getting by mostly on cheap crap like noodles, and the suspiciously cheap dollar store cereals are making me feel worse.
I'm not sure how many know what it is like but it makes it difficult to focus and not pass out, and already have problems there.
And if cant afford to keep the indoor heat above 40f means hands stay numb & purple & bleed.
And I somehow need to save up around 1k to get through winter.
RL income is limited & unstable - is only about half the minimal needed to even live (is why not well).
I know others having problems too but this doesnt mean I need only a few big $$ helps, several people tossing in a few bucks helps too.
(a pity it cant be as simple as $1 per watcher then I'd be able to recover for 2 years in one shot, ugh)
Upset because as soon as I get a major computer problem out of the way, looks like I wont be able to do anything creative without this help.
But also yes, not eating well does seem to cause irritability.
As mentioned before, was trying to finish off several things, still a more elaborate Bunny Link video to finish, Tails, more of Riolu, scorbunny, Lucario, Braixen & the pics for people been trying to salvage from the multiple disk failures.
https://ko-fi.com/kitsunetails - seems to be the easier way people prefer.
https://www.patreon.com/KitsuneTails - not paywalled, is more a life-support/tipjar.
It's just fantasy to hope I could ever get up to near 400/mo support - that's the level I'd need to be able to actually hold onto progress and be able to do things like get better medical care, food and replace this horribly outdated equipment.
Would also free up time.
Would be nice to be able to resume personal projects someday too, but hoping for the best has always been a mistake.
Can only image what stuff I could have completed if I wasn't spending so much time troubleshooting problems & being weakened by crappy health.
About out of optimism.
Well, thanks to those who helped before & those that read this and consider helping.
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Note - I tend to be more active on Inkbunny because wary of posting most things here on FA.
And off to a horrible start.
Need help to continue, cant do much if I go without food, heating & such.
Put alot of effort into trying to improve things, but things keep getting that much worse.
Been severely sacrificing the food budget for months, skipping meals and getting by mostly on cheap crap like noodles, and the suspiciously cheap dollar store cereals are making me feel worse.
I'm not sure how many know what it is like but it makes it difficult to focus and not pass out, and already have problems there.
And if cant afford to keep the indoor heat above 40f means hands stay numb & purple & bleed.
And I somehow need to save up around 1k to get through winter.
RL income is limited & unstable - is only about half the minimal needed to even live (is why not well).
I know others having problems too but this doesnt mean I need only a few big $$ helps, several people tossing in a few bucks helps too.
(a pity it cant be as simple as $1 per watcher then I'd be able to recover for 2 years in one shot, ugh)
Upset because as soon as I get a major computer problem out of the way, looks like I wont be able to do anything creative without this help.
But also yes, not eating well does seem to cause irritability.
As mentioned before, was trying to finish off several things, still a more elaborate Bunny Link video to finish, Tails, more of Riolu, scorbunny, Lucario, Braixen & the pics for people been trying to salvage from the multiple disk failures.
https://ko-fi.com/kitsunetails - seems to be the easier way people prefer.
https://www.patreon.com/KitsuneTails - not paywalled, is more a life-support/tipjar.
It's just fantasy to hope I could ever get up to near 400/mo support - that's the level I'd need to be able to actually hold onto progress and be able to do things like get better medical care, food and replace this horribly outdated equipment.
Would also free up time.
Would be nice to be able to resume personal projects someday too, but hoping for the best has always been a mistake.
Can only image what stuff I could have completed if I wasn't spending so much time troubleshooting problems & being weakened by crappy health.
About out of optimism.
Well, thanks to those who helped before & those that read this and consider helping.
____________
Note - I tend to be more active on Inkbunny because wary of posting most things here on FA.
