I need to talk
2 years ago
Hello, I'm very tired of questions in my notes, and I have to write this journal.
My mental health is very bad. I'm sick. This year is hard for me, I had problems with my personal life, with motivation and in general I feel like I don’t want to live.
I don't receive any support. My relatives are very far away and I can’t just come to them to feel better.
Since last month I started therapy with a psychologist and am trying to rehabilitate myself. It helps me, a little. But it's only beginning.
And I ask you to help me.
Please be more patient for me and be understanding. No need to push me and ask. I have my list of debts, it’s right in the main journal, you just need to click a couple of buttons.
This is the first time I have had this condition and I am very scared for my life. Please, I will write to everyone and finish everything. But first of all, I want to return my condition to normal. It's important.
Thank you for your attention.
My mental health is very bad. I'm sick. This year is hard for me, I had problems with my personal life, with motivation and in general I feel like I don’t want to live.
I don't receive any support. My relatives are very far away and I can’t just come to them to feel better.
Since last month I started therapy with a psychologist and am trying to rehabilitate myself. It helps me, a little. But it's only beginning.
And I ask you to help me.
Please be more patient for me and be understanding. No need to push me and ask. I have my list of debts, it’s right in the main journal, you just need to click a couple of buttons.
This is the first time I have had this condition and I am very scared for my life. Please, I will write to everyone and finish everything. But first of all, I want to return my condition to normal. It's important.
Thank you for your attention.
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As artists, people need to understand that if we cant give the art our all, we feel worse about it, and it makes these feelings far worse. Any commissioner that cares should understand your situation, just be open and honest about it and they need to be understanding and caring.
Take things at a pace, dont push. one step at a time.
and if you need to talk, door is open.
I hope the therapy helps! And don't be discouraged if you don't succeed with your current psychologist. You might need to try a different one. But please keep up the therapy. It does help when everything lines up right.