Also known as, Hormone Replacement Therapy! It's a go!! Started on December 7th so it's only been a few days now, but it feels really good to know I've started. It'll be awhile before I have any physical changes, but knowing it's happening just makes me happier alone. Hell finally coming out as trans in April alone did WONDERS for my mood. I know there is going to be a lot of struggle with this journey, but I'm happy. The world will one day be a little more understanding of it, or just have something else to hate >_>'

It's so wild how I went so long just..ignoring/suppressing this. From a young age (like..13..14??) I never really felt like I was a guy, It just felt wrong and over the years I'd either randomly cross-dress (especially at halloween lmao) or just present as femme in random ways online. Hell I had a lot of art of Larc as femme even though I made Ren to kind of..fill that need? A lot of stuff just makes sense to me now. I just felt like making this random journal cause I never make these and I'm just excited c: