It's currently the evening of December 11th, and my birthday- the day I promised I would delete everything- is tomorrow. I was confident that I needed to cut myself out of this space entirely. I'm now not sure that I do, or even that I'm capable of doing so.

Frankly, I love the art that comes from this community, and I'm tired of pretending otherwise. I want to stay, but I need to be healthier about it. So here are the goals I will set for myself tomorrow:

All my art accounts will be deleted, except for FurAffinity and e621. I don't have any interest in maintaining any more accounts than that. I will be deleting my Discord server for the same reason.

I will be cutting back on commissions severely, if not entirely. I also won't post them myself unless the artist themselves won't do so.

I might take up drawing my own art again. I can't promise it'll be consistent in quality or punctuality, but if I feel like drawing porn, I won't stop myself.

I guess that's all I wanted to say.