so as a general rule, my friends are exceedingly important to me, especially long time ones, i know im not perfect, and when i get upset sometimes im not the best with my words and it can be easy for misunderstandings to happen, but if your a friend to me, i only ask that you bear with me, let me have the time to sort otu my thoughts so that what i want to convey can be made clear

please dont lash out, or try to react hastily, because that only hurts things and can cause temporary or even permanent divides. and its my beleif that friends shouldnt be trying to do that unless theres actual significant harm or wrongdoing

i will not go into detail over why i wrote this journal out of respect for privacy and i will not respond to any external inquiries about it