my brother and sister died today. [Update]
2 years ago
tonight, my aunt and uncle died, whom I considered my younger sister and brother, because they were younger than me. they were suffocated by smoke due to a fire in a neighboring house. my sister was only 14, my brother turned 5 last week. my godmother, including my aunt's mother and uncle, is in intensive care in a very serious condition.
I don't know what to do and where to go with the children, only the day before yesterday I chatted with them on the phone, they were so happy... my little ones, I have no idea what to do now.
so now I HOLD all commissions for a while. sorry, I will stop being active for a while.
Update:
my godmother also died, her heart stopped. at the moment I don't know what to feel .. on the one hand I understand that .. it's probably better because she wouldn't be able to live like this anymore .. after getting burns on 90% of her whole body and losing her children. this day killed me. I don't know .. I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do and where to go with the children, only the day before yesterday I chatted with them on the phone, they were so happy... my little ones, I have no idea what to do now.
so now I HOLD all commissions for a while. sorry, I will stop being active for a while.
Update:
my godmother also died, her heart stopped. at the moment I don't know what to feel .. on the one hand I understand that .. it's probably better because she wouldn't be able to live like this anymore .. after getting burns on 90% of her whole body and losing her children. this day killed me. I don't know .. I don't know what to do.
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You will have to be heroically strong in the days to come, but never turn down anyone's help, and don't hesitate to ask, and even demand for it, from friends, neighbors and the government!
You are at most difficult and vulnerable moment in your life, and no one should take it easily.
May you get through all the necessary rites, and let grief run its course, in the least hurtful way possible.
May you get all the support you will need.
Stay safe, and remember that this crushing pressure, confusion and darkness will pass, and you will know cheer and happiness again!
Thank you for finding the strength to deliver this tragic news.
No literature, movies, history records, second-hand experience can prepare you for a senseless tragedy like this.
Let the pain run its course, cry and curse as much as you need to -- there is nothing that will make it better for a while -- but also have faith for the future.
It will feel better, even though saying it right now feels like a betrayal of the departed.
There were too young for this, yes, and there is no justice or justification for what has happened.
We humans are frail, short-lived creatures, and we feel the loss of our close ones with the most intense pain and dread of all living things.
Please take care, take all the time you need. This is a really difficult moment and needing to grieve is normal.
I hope at least you're safe. And i can only wish for the best for you in this time...
Прийми мої найщиріші співчуття і бажаю тобі терпіння і сил пережити цю страшну хвилину. Я хотіла би сказати, що час лікує, але з мого досвіду, це ніколи не було правдою.
Мені дуже шкода, Гейт.
Але дякую , справді , я стараюся триматися .
Обіймаю, і бажаю сил пережити це <3
Дякую за обійми , і , обов'язково переживу , просто треба час.
My deepest condolences for your loss, my dear friend… It’s understandable that you’ll need to take time for yourself to grieve and try to process things in the meantime, do what needs to be done to find closure and tend to your loved ones. Take as much time as you need for it until you can feel okay enough to try and push forward, and please take good care of yourself in the meantime. Don’t be afraid to ask for and accept help from those who offer it, and I’ll always be around to lend a helping hand here and there if you need someone to talk to or just some extra moral support in general, it’s really the least I can do for a good friend. I wish nothing but the best for you and yours to get through these difficult times, and I hope that the coming days will be brighter for you after the storm has passed over. Please stay safe out there, and take care… 🫂💜💜💜💜💜
Добре, що ви мали час з ними останнім часом і що вони не поїхали наодинці, але це також правда, що такий зв'язок серця важко розірвати раптово.
Я сподіваюся, що у вас буде достатньо сім'ї для підтримки і достатньо часу, щоб зцілитися, щоб колись у майбутньому знову бути щасливими.
У ящірки минулого року померла бабуся, вона не витримала початок війни. 26.02.22 її не стало.
Головне зараз не опускати лапи, триматися та вижити. Біль мине з часом. Співчуття по втраті, оур.
Якщо треба допомога - звертайся. :"(