Since a few weeks I don't see any progress in my mood, it's getting worse and darkest desires start to haunt me again as years ago this time it's only harder to resist them.

I stay in coma most of the day, but I'm not sure for how long I can pursue it
Thankfully my to do list is empty and I can leave with peace in mind

Thank you guys for being with me, we may meet again
All the best friends