Talking about Issues
2 years ago
I have to deal with a lot of motivation and confidence issues. My ideas, my characters and my surroundings all feel odd and wrong.
This is not another guy trying to get attention with problems i just want to provide context.
Im possibly going to sell most if not all of my characters because everything feels wrong.
To put it into words it feels like im not part of anything or any kind of group and am never able to get the joy or passion
for things so many of the people i follow have.
The people i follow are a big part of my life as their ideas and characters give me things to dream about, get joy from and strength to continue.
This Whole FA Page i use is a collection of a very big part of my life and is really important to me. I met so many people and even though i cant
talk to all of them nor can i keep a sort of frequent chat i enjoyed getting to know them.
It might seem pointless to write this down but it feels like a weight is lifted off my chest and i hope some people might see this and see me as a bit more than just a random online profile following them.
That said im glad if YOU read through all of this and hope you are having a amazing time in the fandom and also a far better set of mind than i do.
Nobody should have to deal with such boosts of sadness, depression and feelings of doing nothing good.
I will try to move off the stage of the internet more and enjoy the art of others, rather than recreating art of incredible characters with my worse ideas.
Im still gonna try to be talkative over on Discord but i wont upload much more art for now because there are others with far better characters.
Please, if you like any of my characters, feel free to ask if you want to adopt them.
Have a good day and enjoy the fantastic art of all those incredibly talented and creative individuals on this and other platforms.
To all of the friends i listed and met on my way im glad that i could meet you and become more than just a commissioner, i wish you all the best life has to offer, good luck and health.
May you life very long and fulfilled lifes
<3
This is not another guy trying to get attention with problems i just want to provide context.
Im possibly going to sell most if not all of my characters because everything feels wrong.
To put it into words it feels like im not part of anything or any kind of group and am never able to get the joy or passion
for things so many of the people i follow have.
The people i follow are a big part of my life as their ideas and characters give me things to dream about, get joy from and strength to continue.
This Whole FA Page i use is a collection of a very big part of my life and is really important to me. I met so many people and even though i cant
talk to all of them nor can i keep a sort of frequent chat i enjoyed getting to know them.
It might seem pointless to write this down but it feels like a weight is lifted off my chest and i hope some people might see this and see me as a bit more than just a random online profile following them.
That said im glad if YOU read through all of this and hope you are having a amazing time in the fandom and also a far better set of mind than i do.
Nobody should have to deal with such boosts of sadness, depression and feelings of doing nothing good.
I will try to move off the stage of the internet more and enjoy the art of others, rather than recreating art of incredible characters with my worse ideas.
Im still gonna try to be talkative over on Discord but i wont upload much more art for now because there are others with far better characters.
Please, if you like any of my characters, feel free to ask if you want to adopt them.
Have a good day and enjoy the fantastic art of all those incredibly talented and creative individuals on this and other platforms.
To all of the friends i listed and met on my way im glad that i could meet you and become more than just a commissioner, i wish you all the best life has to offer, good luck and health.
May you life very long and fulfilled lifes
<3
Ive gone through bouts of sadness in this fandom myself, if you want to talk or something, id love to chat with you!
Usually it gets better after a while but im never sure if i should really continue with commissions.
I took a look at your profile and im pretty honored to see someone like you reading this.
Your Shark girl is a character i really like and did for a while.
I wanted to thank you for creating such a amazing character and with her being a huge inspiration.
If you want you can add me on Discord.
My tag is geniusmike
I appreciate that you seem to like me.
You were the catalyst for me being into 'morphs, so I really have to thank you for that. If you ever want to chat, I'd love to offer my full support.
I hope you are fine with me posting less for a while.
If you want you can add me on discord if you really want to chat.
I try to be as active as possible.
That led me down a rabbit hole and now here I am!
And absolutely! I'll do that.
This does show me that there really are people that enjoy my characters and dont want constantly new images.