Heyo and happy holidays! I wanted to start this journal by calculating how much money I have left to pay for my mother’s operation, but the reality is that I am still VERY far from the required amount, and in addition to this operation, I also buy her mandatory medications for ~7 thousand hryvnia (~$186) every month, and even for the second month in a row I can’t pay even a penny for apartment utility bills; by the end of the month I’m simply below low.
But the good news is that I have already drawn all the purchased YCHs slots, trying and working/drawing a lot! (there is only one comm and an order from Patreon left in my to-do)

So now I’m ready to take more orders, draw more YCHs, everything in my price list and even more! Please, if you are interested, write to me in Notes or discord (degodog) or telegram (GodofDeadDog)

If it's really urgent, I'll try to finish the drawing before the new year!.. I'm done with my mom's doctor appointments for this month anyway, so I definitely have more time with my graphics tablet in the next two weeks haha
open YCHs | open adopts | pricelist
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At the moment, I myself am below low, seeing how empty my list of drawing debts is, very bad thoughts begin to roll over me, and I once again realize that I have entered into a cycle of work-sleep-work-sleep, which allows me to forget about depression and poverty, and as soon as I miss a day due to poor health, I begin to panic, as if the house of cards from my weekdays begins to tremble and crumble on me. I am writing this journal at a time of very bad thoughts, because I hate this silence, I want to give a voice, to remind that I am still here and I am still trying. My plans for the coming days are to brainstorm plots for new YCHs, to draw sketch-references for my old characters that I want to sell, and also, I hope, someone will be interested and order at least a sketch or two from me, and I will immediately start drawing and I'll perk up a little.