This is Orechikk. Unfortunately, since the end of October I have been unable to get in touch with anyone normally, even friends and family, and this has made a lot of people worried.

It's very hard for me to write about this, but I just have to notify and put the word out.
At first I was busy with a lot of paperwork, but that's nothing.

In November, a situation happened that hit me horribly - I had a cat, Eric, who is three years old. He had a cardiac pulmonary edema overnight, I had to stay up several nights because there is no emergency ambulance for animals in my city. And there is no ultrasound and X-ray for animals, I had to urgently go to another city to see a cardiologist. It took a few days to put the cat on shots with the medicine on time. I was terrified of losing him. After the final diagnosis was announced - I was devastated, which gradually ended and I was finally able to socialize and function normally. Until recently.

Eric is gone. He got sick again during the night. Had to be euthanized, I don't know when I'll be able to forgive myself for that. But it was the only option so Eric wouldn't suffer anymore.

I haven't done anything for about a week now. I can't do anything and I don't know how long it will last. But I have to at least make a living and pay my rent. I'm really embarrassed to open donations. Because I already opened donations for Eric's medication, but I'm ashamed that nothing helped him and I took the money. Thank you all for your patience and I'm sorry this situation happened at this very moment. I didn't see it coming.

I realize this situation doesn't excuse me in any way. But I can't. I'm gonna do everything I can. I hope you'll understand.

Merry Christmas, everyone. I wish the health of all your loved ones.