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2 years ago
Soo my last update was 3 years ago...whoops!
Guess I'm really bad at this kinda thing. I don't want to make this too long tho.
Still battling with my good ol' friend depression, but it's been alleviated a bit by medication. And for a while alcohol, but that doesn't really help anymore, and yet I still drink it. (addiction sure is a bitch.)
But other than that, which is what I plan to actually work on starting January because it's something I've truthfully haven't even attempted to curb, my workflow especially with commissions has slowed considerably because I'm dealing with some family issues.
Long and short of it, mother had a big stroke (and then after a month back home, a heart attack), our healthcare system sucks, and she was only kept in a rehab/nursing home for 20 days because that's what our insurance could cover, so now me, my brother, and father have to pretty much do everything ourselves for her. (physically pick up, change and bathe) Sure, help comes, but like, every 3 days or so, the rest we have to do, and it's been really, really hard.
So I have to balance that with commissions, and it's been challenging, but I'm managing.
That's about it. I genuinely appreciate everyone's patience. This year's end has been unexpectedly rough, and I can only hope it'll improve in 2024.
Guess I'm really bad at this kinda thing. I don't want to make this too long tho.
Still battling with my good ol' friend depression, but it's been alleviated a bit by medication. And for a while alcohol, but that doesn't really help anymore, and yet I still drink it. (addiction sure is a bitch.)
But other than that, which is what I plan to actually work on starting January because it's something I've truthfully haven't even attempted to curb, my workflow especially with commissions has slowed considerably because I'm dealing with some family issues.
Long and short of it, mother had a big stroke (and then after a month back home, a heart attack), our healthcare system sucks, and she was only kept in a rehab/nursing home for 20 days because that's what our insurance could cover, so now me, my brother, and father have to pretty much do everything ourselves for her. (physically pick up, change and bathe) Sure, help comes, but like, every 3 days or so, the rest we have to do, and it's been really, really hard.
So I have to balance that with commissions, and it's been challenging, but I'm managing.
That's about it. I genuinely appreciate everyone's patience. This year's end has been unexpectedly rough, and I can only hope it'll improve in 2024.
But jeez, I can't imagine doing all of that by myself. I'm so fucking sorry, man.
This country claims it's here for the people, but it makes us jump through hoops just to fucking survive, and if you can't jump high enough, welp, guess it sucks to be you!
Always here for you when you need some love and comfort yourself
*Hugs from the phoenix* (Or, Blaziken, as my avatar is at the time of this message xD)
About your friend with depression... Well, this sucks too as such a people seem to not let anybody to help them. I know how difficult it is as I already met many people with such horrible disease online and some IRL too I guess. At the same time I'm glad he's still alive and he takes some medicines as well.
In the other words, I'm damn sorry because of your current situation and I wish you that someday it will be changed for better.
I'm frightened thinking at what they do with people who are alone, just throw them with garbage ?