Now i cant get out of the shitty side of my head and get it in streaming gear like i should have been earlier today if folks hadnt thrown me off again with ill timed to-do texts, defitnely one major thing i have to work on in the new year is to get out of my own head when wanting to stream or play ANYTHING in general, another is to stop focusing so much on current era games when i need something different to play i have nearly 23 years worth of games to fall back on but i always end up defaulting to current gen (this does not apply to FF14), one more is to actually play and stream with more people this time, Im really bad at asking anyone if they wanna squad up in a mutual game or suggest a new game/crossplay game we can muck around in cause of that side of my brain telling me "dont be a fucking pest to these people", I wanna do more on streams for sure and i want to be able to do it with others more often but none of that can start unless i get OUT OF MY OWN HEAD. there are so many great games coming out next year and I wanna be able to do next years worth of streaming right and not fuck up like i have been this year. I know ive only been at this seriously(or trying to be serious about it) since Metroid Dread came out but i dont want to fail at this like i had with my YT channel, all that starts by getting out of my own head. I can only hope that i can earn an audience and support one day with my streaming but I cant start thinking im on the same level as some of the other vtubers i know, I got a long way to go and I cant screw up now or else Ill never get back on track with my streams. I hope you'll all be there with me along the way