Response to ya'll! (long one this time)
2 years ago
Wow, to be honest when i went to bed after last journal, i didn't think about much of reaction.
Not to tell everyone the same thing in comments, i'll do another journal.
Many of you said the right thing - I should do what i really want to do. Yeah!
I want to create. Art, craft, tattoos, ceramics, custom clothing and all other stuff I do occasionally in my regular life.
So what's the question?
Last half-year i do my new therapy, new meds, and trying to live with my mental issues, that was (i guess) correctly diagnosed this time.
As a person with borderline disorder, it's pretty difficult to keep one vector of life, in reletionship, in habits, in work, in creation.
But since new meds and therapy i feel more consistent in life choices. And still things turning right and left from time to time.
Currently i'm trying to build a career of tattoo master, and as in any creative work, you start from the bottom,
and there so much difficulties to learn everything from the beggining, but i feel like I can do it.
But still, i feel empty without my usual drawings, arts for you guys included.
You all was so supportive all the time since 2016 when i came here. I don't know better way of showing my gratefulness then just say "Thank you".
I want to continue my art page and will be glad to work with you all again.
First of all I need to finish two commissions, that still in production (if you guys reading that, soon, i promise uwu), and i think i'll be open for commissions in week or two.
Really nice to get back. Hope you all doing good and had a great Christmas and New Year!
Sincerely yours, WinterBlack
Looking forward to when you have spare time for some coms', itll be a blast to see. Best of luck, friend. You got this!
I'm hopeful that they got your medication right and that things will go smoothly for you moving forward.
Best of luck tattooing too!